Apple Cottage

2010-05-23T23:28:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! its getting really frustrating!!!! If i dont find somewhere to vent frustration, I think I will just burst. you know wad i get for biology SPA? 7..../21!!!! Well it is not a much a big deal to fail if it is only just for one or two times, but the problem is i have been failing for the whole semester!!!! Finally i see the two words that i wish i will never see it again, 'SEE ME'.
Well the biology teacher says if i got any problem, i can ask her for help. Hahax but i guess im too depressed to hear anything. Seriously, i have been failing biology. And somemore, biology is my favorite subject. It somehow will hurt you know, to fail a subject that you like. the funny thing is, i hate chemistry, but i score way much better for chemistry. It is a wonder right?
Okae, not so angry anymore=) Well it is really no use to complain so i guess i will just go back home and work on my biology. Seriously, i have been slacking=.= Hahax i guess it is because of mum that i have no mood to study at all. Seriously, i really hate my mum. She really beginning to irritate me until i have no wish to talk to her anymore. And my father too, i used to like him so much. But now he is changing too.... i get so stressed up, but i stop myself from crying... Because i know that crying wont help. i learn that from a long time ago... Things will just remain the same, you will just be wasting your tears tats all.
What i really want to say to my dad is, im still your daughter, no matter how much i have changed. So can you please trust me and give me my freedom? I really love you a lot dad and i really dont want to keep making you unhappy. But now what you doing is making me hate you more and more.... So pls, dont change kae? it is really depressing and i have to fake a smile everyday. Now im really afraid to go home...
oh well enough for all those depressing stuff, everything will be all right i believe. i do hope all this things will be over!:D:D hahax tats all byeeeeee!!!:D:D

2010-04-23T00:06:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOOO!:D this blog is revived again:D:D teehee n i will like to announce tat im changing cca le!!:D:D hahax quite random rite? the first second i say i love dancing alot then the next second i want 2 change cca le. HAHA i know im quite indecisive...
well not that i dont like dancing, dancing is fun!:D bt then... HAHA all i can say is i get wad u say le bang bang=)
Well MDC really dun suit me, and im tat kind who dun really like competition. Anyway i can just take a course if i really love dancing=)For those who want to see me dance for so loooooooonnnngggg, all i can say is, the chance is gone HAHA!:D
hmmm... im thinking of joining interact club^_^ its quite interesting u know because you can help people:D And it wont put too much pressure on my studies too:D:D Teehee im trying to drag my friends to interact club:P:P got to go! BYEEEEEEEEEE!:D

sometimes its hard to continue when feeling so tired, but i will never give up=) i know that someday, someday, i can achieve what i want:D

2010-04-11T04:00:00.000-07:00

Ooooops my blog nearly become dead HAHA. Just really feel like blogging right now=) Today play badminton with my brother, have loads of fun today!:D HAHA little brother is so funny, although he can be quite irritating sometimes. Really love badminton to the max! I can play badminton everyday, if not for all those homework!#$%@#% all i have to say is GMSS i really miss u!! HAHA i guess my friend is right, when you go jc u will surely miss sec sch, same as when u go 2 sec sch, u will miss primary sch=) But i still have to say secondary school is still the best!
Hmm i think im addicted to the game, going to play badminton again next week.(brother i will win u this time!)teehee was actually doing my PI but i guess that i got carried away HAHA still got a bit more to go for PI!
And i really super duper hate my short fringe== When is it going to grow back?! oh well i guess it is no point getting upset over it.
WELL today is a great day!:D Ooops have to finish my homework le, bye!:D

TO CHARM CHARM, CHEEZY KENLIA, JAIME BABE, BANG BANG AILING AND SISTER-IN-LAW EEHUI:
i miss u all so much!>.< Must meet up soon!:D

2010-03-28T23:39:00.000-07:00

YAY!!:D so this is like my 1,2,3... 9th posts!!:D should celebrate liaoXD HAHAHA im being lame:p thanks for all the concern!:d im really fine just being emo. Will jiayou de hahax!:D Teehee maybe it is just that i cant adapt to jc life. Wow its until i come to jc then i realized how much i miss secondary school..== But the good thing is that the people here are so awesome!:D I guess this is what make jc life so fun!:D
And we learn the beautiful, dirty and rich chorale last dance practice=) It is so cool!:D I realise that a lot of people want to see me dance. Oh so is it that my dance is so beautiful that you all want to see so much? HAHAHA!:D Dont! I afraid your nose will bleed because my dance is just too beautiful le! HAHA!:D They are going to have the selection test on who are going to perform this dance, hope I can get in=)
I recently love this band, BOY LIKE GIRLS, a lot!!:D Was trying to memorise the lyrics yesterday with little success! HAHA!:D
There is class outing this week, like finally!:D But we are still stuck on going where LOLOL!:D Miss my sec friends alot>.< But never mind, i believe that someday, we will meet=)

2010-03-22T00:32:00.000-07:00

Looking at my past posts (with less than 10 posts!!), i realise i should really blog more. So here i am, blogging away using the school computer:D (I finally finish the econs homework!:D)
Getting really emo lately, maybe because of all the tests and homework. I now can understand that why some people hate jc life so much== Truth to be told, I'm the kind that like to study quite a lot. But looking at the endless pile of homework, i suddenly feel so tired.. This is the first time in my life that i feel so stressed that i just want to sleep the whole day and dont care about anything.
Was sulking away during lesson just now, but i cant help it. This is just me. Apologies to those who have to stand my bad mood!>.<
Anyway, it is also not a bad idea to learn new things!:D You will never know, maybe one day i will be the top dancer in the whole Singapore HAHAHAHA!:D ( in my dream perhaps:P) Just you wait people!!:D Well it is good to be hopeful!:D Got to stop, now i gt 8 posts! YAY!:D Bye everyone!!XD

2010-03-13T04:12:00.000-08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH! sorry i know i sound really frustrated here but if i don't vent my anger somewhere I think I'm going mental hospital. Seriously why parents have to keep stopping u from doing things then they give u a lame excuse that " we are doing it for your own good" but apparently they are NOT!!!! zzzzzzzzzz then they keep nagging at you blah blah blah. COME ON!!!
Oh well, better now:D Just back home today=) suuuuupppppppper tirrrrreeeeeed! HAHAX I guess i can say its not bad after all! Cant wait for my next camp which is next week WOOHOO!:D Here is what we do on the first day:
Play some really cool games on the first day, and get to know our CFs, Leo, Jin wei and Syabihah:D We are really crazy about the murderer game HAHAHA!:D after that we learn the mass dance!XD All i can say is i cant believe I'm actually from modern dance club LOL!:D Teehee dance with my lao po. HAHA i think she is super pissed off by me LOL!:D
On the second day, there is the amazing race!!!:D And we get to feed a very cute pony!!!!!!!!!^_^ The feeling is like you are hugging a pillow OMG!:D Then after that we continue to learn the mass dance^_^ Next we have 1 hour of captain ball!!:D Teehee^^
Last but not least, we get to try out different sports for YOGwhich is so cooooooool!:D
Teehee still got alot of fun stuff but very tired now so i guess i will stop until here!:D Byeeeeeeeee!:D
TO THE 5 BABES:
Miss going out with you gals!!!!!!:D i will never forget the times when we go out togetherXD n thanks for being such a great friends!!!:D I LUV YA ALL! *MUACKS*:P

2010-02-06T01:21:00.000-08:00

Life is frustrating....

regrets...

2010-01-30T23:21:00.000-08:00

Sometimes... I really wish i can forget everything and start all over again.. but always, pictures of the past will just keep flashing in my mind. I want to forget all the unhappiness, i want to play all i want like everybody else... However, things just don't appear the way i hope it will.. Really, I have been asking myself over and over again, what have i been doing exactly the past 16 years? I really wish that everything can go back to the time when I'm still a baby.. then i will definitely make sure that this 16 years will be spent fruitfully, but i know this is impossible....
For the next 10 years, 20 years or 50 years, i will not live my life in vain. i want to live my life the way i want it to be.. Will this be another of my wishful thinking? i wonder...

2009-12-09T06:46:00.000-08:00

YOOOOOOO! Miss me everyone? hahas
Really super long never blog le. Have been busy for work lately... Haiz don't no whether to continue with the job anot... HA! why i so emo?:D Never mind about that!
Today go out with Charmixy n Jaime babe! hahahahaha we keep looking for the cinema at BugisXD and YES! we finally found it! But it is rainy ma so we three share a umbrella and walk across to the cinema. LOL! Soooooo funny! hahaha we walk to the cinema using ant pace because Jaime is worried about my foot (THANKS JAIME!). Hope that we dont get many stares along the way LOL! hahas After that we go n buy my screen protector=D Took a long time to find the place also. GOSH! Should have bring a road directory with me next time hahas. Then after that we go Cold Storage to buy some snacks 4 our movie (NEW MOON!XD) And we walk one big round again hahas=)
Then we go n watch NEW MOON! LOVE THE MOVIE! Hope the third n forth movie will b even betterXD
Oh ya! i also bought a very cute hand phone accessory! It looks like cookie and even smell like COOKIE!XD Gosh! my sister ask me whether it will attract ants hahahaha
Charmixy also buy a pair of shoe! Super NICEEEE!
Overall the outing is GREAT! Thanks for going out with me GIRLS!XD N thanks for accompany me when i am down!=) I will jiayou de!

2009-11-24T05:36:00.000-08:00

Yay!!!! I'm back!XD
I enjoy myself today! The place we go today is TAMPINES MALL! With Ailing, Eehui, Jaime, Kenlia and CharmixyXD!Teehee First, we go and buy the tickets for the movie. But the movie start at 3pm, so we decide to try the Takoyaki. Its awesome, hahas but i am too impatient and stuff the whole sotong ball into my mouth. OMG, i thought my tongue is going to get burnt!
Then come to the time of the movie! We watch the show, "My Girlfriend is a Secret Agent". The show is greeaaaaaaaat! The male lead is especially funny=) Lol i laugh until my stomach hurtsXD, hope i don't get stomach cramp the next morning.
And the more important thing is, I brought my bangle XDXDXD Gosh! i thought i will never find it!
And Ailing also brought her nail polish=) But we has a very bad experience there, and its a long story. The thing is we are finding the nail polish that Ailing wants to buy, so we go to this particular shop. After that Ailing chooses the nail polish she wants and she pays for it. Then, we decide to look around for awhile. Ailing then saw another nail polish and we think it suits her more. So, we ask whether can exchange for the nail polish . However, the salesgirl says that the nail polish is nonexchangeable. But the receipt says clearly that as long as the product is not a sales item or promotional item, it is exchangeable. Thus, we ask the manager for the exchange.
But the manager says the same thing. I am really mad at that time because we haven't even leave the shop. Furthermore, we want to exchange a few minutes after we bought it. Then, Kenlia suggests that we write in a suggestion form. When Jaime ask for the suggestion form, the manager immediately ask the management whether we can exchange. This shows that JUSTICE PREVAILS! But the whole incident make us all upset because that manager is really rude to us:( But anyway, Ailing still got a nail polish!! Gosh! i hope i will never get to see her!
Overall, the outing is great!!! Lol, i think its enough, I'm getting too long winded. Ha... 5 more DAYS to my birthday!!!XD

2009-11-21T02:11:00.000-08:00

Its me again!:D
Gosh! Has been busy the whole week! *phew* finally can take a break nowXD Just taught Rebecca how to blog, finally know how Ailing feels while she was teaching me! Still have a lot of things to learn about blogging.
And mum say she is going to buy lipstick for me. Did u hear it? Lipstick! OMG i have never touch that thing in my whole childhood life, and now I'm going to use it! zz But no choice, mum say i have to look presentable working in the restaurant. Oh well, i guess its my fate=.= But still, cant wait!!XD Have never work in my entire life, hmm... wonder how it will be like.
Tomorrow will be a boring day, but nvm, still have my comic books with meXD Maybe will go cycling too, it will be fun!!!XDXDXD

Ha.... Miss the old days...

2009-11-19T04:14:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO! I finally got a blogXD
Wouldnt have done it without ailing's help, THANKS AILING!!! Oh and also for the biscuits and ALMOND MILK!!! Oh man i look like i have just ransacked her house's fridge hahas.
Woah, it has been raining the whole afternoon. Tomorrow should be a rainy day too... Actually i want to go cycling at Saturday but then give up on second thought. Rather stay at home and enjoy the free air conditioner (rainy day)XD
Still cant believe OLEVEL is over! Everything feel like a dream to me:D And i cant imagine i can play for the rest of the daysXD Has been going out everyday with my friends, the feeling of being in the mall is greaaaaaatt! Want to go science centre next time!!!!!
Working in the middle of December, mum say it is at orchard centre. That means more shopping=D But then i have to undergo training at my mum's restaurant, oh well=.= Going to spend all i want once i get my salary. MUAHAHAHAHAHA
Would like to thanks all my friends who go out with me!!! Must keep in contactXD