AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! its getting really frustrating!!!! If i dont find somewhere to vent frustration, I think I will just burst. you know wad i get for biology SPA? 7..../21!!!! Well it is not a much a big deal to fail if it is only just for one or two times, but the problem is i have been failing for the whole semester!!!! Finally i see the two words that i wish i will never see it again, 'SEE ME'.
Well the biology teacher says if i got any problem, i can ask her for help. Hahax but i guess im too depressed to hear anything. Seriously, i have been failing biology. And somemore, biology is my favorite subject. It somehow will hurt you know, to fail a subject that you like. the funny thing is, i hate chemistry, but i score way much better for chemistry. It is a wonder right?
Okae, not so angry anymore=) Well it is really no use to complain so i guess i will just go back home and work on my biology. Seriously, i have been slacking=.= Hahax i guess it is because of mum that i have no mood to study at all. Seriously, i really hate my mum. She really beginning to irritate me until i have no wish to talk to her anymore. And my father too, i used to like him so much. But now he is changing too.... i get so stressed up, but i stop myself from crying... Because i know that crying wont help. i learn that from a long time ago... Things will just remain the same, you will just be wasting your tears tats all.
What i really want to say to my dad is, im still your daughter, no matter how much i have changed. So can you please trust me and give me my freedom? I really love you a lot dad and i really dont want to keep making you unhappy. But now what you doing is making me hate you more and more.... So pls, dont change kae? it is really depressing and i have to fake a smile everyday. Now im really afraid to go home...
oh well enough for all those depressing stuff, everything will be all right i believe. i do hope all this things will be over!:D:D hahax tats all byeeeeee!!!:D:D
HELLOOOOOO!:D this blog is revived again:D:D teehee n i will like to announce tat im changing cca le!!:D:D hahax quite random rite? the first second i say i love dancing alot then the next second i want 2 change cca le. HAHA i know im quite indecisive...
well not that i dont like dancing, dancing is fun!:D bt then... HAHA all i can say is i get wad u say le bang bang=)
Well MDC really dun suit me, and im tat kind who dun really like competition. Anyway i can just take a course if i really love dancing=)For those who want to see me dance for so loooooooonnnngggg, all i can say is, the chance is gone HAHA!:D
hmmm... im thinking of joining interact club^_^ its quite interesting u know because you can help people:D And it wont put too much pressure on my studies too:D:D Teehee im trying to drag my friends to interact club:P:P got to go! BYEEEEEEEEEE!:D
sometimes its hard to continue when feeling so tired, but i will never give up=) i know that someday, someday, i can achieve what i want:D
Ooooops my blog nearly become dead HAHA. Just really feel like blogging right now=) Today play badminton with my brother, have loads of fun today!:D HAHA little brother is so funny, although he can be quite irritating sometimes. Really love badminton to the max! I can play badminton everyday, if not for all those homework!#$%@#% all i have to say is GMSS i really miss u!! HAHA i guess my friend is right, when you go jc u will surely miss sec sch, same as when u go 2 sec sch, u will miss primary sch=) But i still have to say secondary school is still the best!
Hmm i think im addicted to the game, going to play badminton again next week.(brother i will win u this time!)teehee was actually doing my PI but i guess that i got carried away HAHA still got a bit more to go for PI!
And i really super duper hate my short fringe== When is it going to grow back?! oh well i guess it is no point getting upset over it.
WELL today is a great day!:D Ooops have to finish my homework le, bye!:D
TO CHARM CHARM, CHEEZY KENLIA, JAIME BABE, BANG BANG AILING AND SISTER-IN-LAW EEHUI:
i miss u all so much!>.< Must meet up soon!:D
YAY!!:D so this is like my 1,2,3... 9th posts!!:D should celebrate liaoXD HAHAHA im being lame:p thanks for all the concern!:d im really fine just being emo. Will jiayou de hahax!:D Teehee maybe it is just that i cant adapt to jc life. Wow its until i come to jc then i realized how much i miss secondary school..== But the good thing is that the people here are so awesome!:D I guess this is what make jc life so fun!:D
And we learn the beautiful, dirty and rich chorale last dance practice=) It is so cool!:D I realise that a lot of people want to see me dance. Oh so is it that my dance is so beautiful that you all want to see so much? HAHAHA!:D Dont! I afraid your nose will bleed because my dance is just too beautiful le! HAHA!:D They are going to have the selection test on who are going to perform this dance, hope I can get in=)
I recently love this band, BOY LIKE GIRLS, a lot!!:D Was trying to memorise the lyrics yesterday with little success! HAHA!:D
There is class outing this week, like finally!:D But we are still stuck on going where LOLOL!:D Miss my sec friends alot>.< But never mind, i believe that someday, we will meet=)
