regrets...
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Sometimes... I really wish i can forget everything and start all over again.. but always, pictures of the past will just keep flashing in my mind. I want to forget all the unhappiness, i want to play all i want like everybody else... However, things just don't appear the way i hope it will.. Really, I have been asking myself over and over again, what have i been doing exactly the past 16 years? I really wish that everything can go back to the time when I'm still a baby.. then i will definitely make sure that this 16 years will be spent fruitfully, but i know this is impossible....
For the next 10 years, 20 years or 50 years, i will not live my life in vain. i want to live my life the way i want it to be.. Will this be another of my wishful thinking? i wonder...
