AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! its getting really frustrating!!!! If i dont find somewhere to vent frustration, I think I will just burst. you know wad i get for biology SPA? 7..../21!!!! Well it is not a much a big deal to fail if it is only just for one or two times, but the problem is i have been failing for the whole semester!!!! Finally i see the two words that i wish i will never see it again, 'SEE ME'.
Well the biology teacher says if i got any problem, i can ask her for help. Hahax but i guess im too depressed to hear anything. Seriously, i have been failing biology. And somemore, biology is my favorite subject. It somehow will hurt you know, to fail a subject that you like. the funny thing is, i hate chemistry, but i score way much better for chemistry. It is a wonder right?
Okae, not so angry anymore=) Well it is really no use to complain so i guess i will just go back home and work on my biology. Seriously, i have been slacking=.= Hahax i guess it is because of mum that i have no mood to study at all. Seriously, i really hate my mum. She really beginning to irritate me until i have no wish to talk to her anymore. And my father too, i used to like him so much. But now he is changing too.... i get so stressed up, but i stop myself from crying... Because i know that crying wont help. i learn that from a long time ago... Things will just remain the same, you will just be wasting your tears tats all.
What i really want to say to my dad is, im still your daughter, no matter how much i have changed. So can you please trust me and give me my freedom? I really love you a lot dad and i really dont want to keep making you unhappy. But now what you doing is making me hate you more and more.... So pls, dont change kae? it is really depressing and i have to fake a smile everyday. Now im really afraid to go home...
oh well enough for all those depressing stuff, everything will be all right i believe. i do hope all this things will be over!:D:D hahax tats all byeeeeee!!!:D:D